Beyond Words

If you read my last post about seeing-God and His hand in a cloud form that saved my boyfriend. This post is what followed.  I received in the mail a catalog from Benders Christian Supply Store. I had never been to the store before, but advertised on the front cover of their catalog was Ron DiCianni's book called Beyond Words. This had God written all over it. It was the exact Hand I saw, like a cloud but transparent at the same time. I had to have this book, so I went to that store called benders which have moved since I went there decades ago and bought the book, wow! that book was something I needed because that is how I see at times when God wills me to see. I see in the spirit like these paintings and I see in movies in my mind. 

One time while at a friend's home in Jacksonville, Florida I touched an old tree that was in his yard, and immediately I was seeing a scene from the 1800s when the plantation homes were bustling with southern bells and upscale gatherings, the women were carrying umbrella's and the men were chatting on the porch. I let go of the tree and the scene was gone, I touched the Tree and right there was the scene again. It was as if the Tree was showing me something it had seen in days gone by. 

When God wants to get your attention, He will grow you in ways that are not ordinary. He will teach you in the way that you learn. His teachings will not always be the same. Because He is developing you to trust in Him, listen to His voice, and serve Him for His will to be complete upon their earth as it already is in heaven.

Testimony of seeing God

There are so many ways that God has touched my life. My husband and I were speaking today about our lives and how God has touched us throughout. When God comes in, we both said life just happened, things fell into place. We did not have to work hard for it, it just happened or just was. He opened doors that no man could shut and He closed doors that no man could open. 

I have learned that if you really want Him, He is there. I have listened to many people's life stories or testimony to know this is true. He wants a relationship with us, He wants us to know and hear His voice. He is amazing.

I remember back in the '90s at some point I was listening to the radio and the man asked this question to his listeners "How has God touched your life with a miracle recently?" I had just experienced a miracle and called in and got on the air. I shared this story.

My boyfriend and I were riding bicycles down a side street looking for a friend's home that he had not been to in a very long time, so his mind was searching for the home. I was behind him and we were riding very slow. A vehicle turned and was heading right for us, and I knew as it approached closer that my boyfriend did not see it, and I tried to speak to tell him to move, but I had no voice, and at that moment in time, God's hand came down from the heaven and cupped my boyfriend's body and bike and gently moved him over to the side of the road.

Then my boyfriend stopped and said, oh my gosh, I almost got hit and continued to tell me that he did not even see or hear that car coming, but some sort of force was pushing his bike over and he could not control the handlebars. After hearing him tell me this, I said "then your not going to believe what I am about to tell you." he was listening and I told him what I had seen. 

Then the man on the radio said these exact words to me "Isn't it amazing how sometimes God opens the scroll and reveals Himself to us." I never forgot those words. I saw the hand of my Father in Heaven, it looked just like how you would see a cloud.

My next post happened within the week of this testimony. God was revealing Himself to me, for such a time as this. wow!

This is just an example of the Hand of God, what I saw was more defined and more transparent. But, you get the meaning.

I will always have a home

Today in my prayer time, I asked God to speak what He wanted to say to me, and immediately He said "You will always have a home" and then I saw a Chalet surrounded by thick very tall Pines. 

Ever since I was in high school and was given the assignment to ask my parents what their home cost, what their mortgage was and then their payments and how many years they would be paying, and what the home would cost when they had it paid off. My goal was to save to pay cash for a home. When I did that assignment my parent's home cost $19,000 but by the time they paid it off it would cost them and I forgot the exact amount, but it was close to 10 times more than it costs if they were to have bought it straight up. Most people can't afford a home and are sucked into all those years of paying a mortgage. I was not going to ever do that. I would rent and live below my means until I could afford to buy one straight up. And eventually, I was able to do just that. I was proud to have bought a home straight up. 

We are all given today, for tomorrow has not come. I have to admit that I would never want to ever be in the position to be homeless. And maybe why God assured me today, that no matter what comes my way. I will never be homeless and I will always have my own home. That is comforting to know.

Example of the Chalet I saw in my vision.

Stop Worrying

In the Summer of 1972, I was 10 years of age and playing basketball with my friends, when I saw what I now know today is a King Praying Mantis. Well as kids you get a glass jar to put bugs in to get a better look. We did this and we're all looking at this bug. Michele, Michelle, Kathy, Dawn, Mary Ann and me were all there. Well, when Kathy got it she shook the jar and my heart immediately felt sad because the bug was delicate and I felt it could break. As this was happening and my heart was feeling what it was, the next person took the jar and shook it, and tears welt up inside me and I grabbed the jar and started running home while asking God to help the bug, I was speaking forth how sorry I was that I captured it. And then I was all by myself and I went behind our pool and was wiping my tears and opening the jar and as I softly tipped the jar to let the bug out, I said, "God please save it, I promise never to harm anything again" and immediately I heard "Do you promise?" and I looked up and said, "Is that you?" I did not get an answer, but I knew in my spirit it was Him.

Then my mom called for me to come in, and I left and went inside. Then years later I drew this piece of Art sharing what I feel happened that evening. From the summer of 1972 till now God our Father has always been with me.  He wrote my book before the foundations of this earth were even set in place.  My book is read by me a day and a page at a time, if I am to complete His perfect will upon my life for such a time as this. This blog will share my testimony as God wills me to write it. And will be under the word Kelly's Testimony on the Tab's to the right.